November 10

Inspired by Blink 182's I Miss You

A narrative of thoughts

Hello there
How have you been?
You're looking better than ever
I'm glad that we're still friends

I miss our conversation
I miss our walks to nowhere in the dark
I miss no reservations
Every single day after school
Making out in that old church bus
cause we know we're both fools
but we loved it
I miss our union
just sitting and being with each other for fun
We could have been perfect
But fuck i was too stupid
I looked away from the gold that March night
I saw some tin foil
I thought that it was shiny
I picked it up and messed around
Without your finding
If anything has caused self loathing it's that
(i never told you. i know it all seems like it was nothing now.)

Hello there
It's nice to see you in spite of this
Deja vu striking hard
As I bike over tonight
let's go stargazing
lay together on a blanket
we can hold hands if you'd like
fingers freezing together like icicles
before i leave smiling on my bike
As laugh as I get to my street
Like "God you made her perfect"
Then cry cause she was once too perfect for me
Gifts are given
But too much good is unhealthy
so they're taken also
To teach a simple lesson:
don't look too hard
don't go too far
27th up to 30th
by bike, not car
and there you'll find her waiting
sitting patiently like she always did
she'll smile with a hey there


i realize i can't write about her without talking about how damn wonderful she was. this will get repetitive. she was perfect.